Both marriages ended in divorce as became quickly bored with their sex, preferring the blowjobs I gave to numerous men at glory holes every day of my life for over 20 years, including through both marriages. I'm was an extremely closeted bi white American male in a highly respectable career in which I was a success on all levels including financial and social as my successes drew a lot of people in high places into seeking my friendship, and beautiful women who wanted to have sex with me and I never turned that down, even marrying two of them who never knew until recently that I am bi. Did I do the right thing or is it the mistake of a lifetime?